Grumpy AF

1 Aug

I’m on vacation, and it’s not the vacation I wanted, but when my plans fell through, I decided to make the best of it, and it’s been a pretty decent vacation. But last night I found myself getting grumpy over something, and the grump isn’t going away.

In fact, it’s getting worse. Every little thing is bothering me. I don’t want to be grumpy. But I can’t turn it off.

Anyways, I haven’t written anything in a while. I’ve been so damn tired all the time ever since I went back to work. But I figured I’m on vacation. I should try writing something. So I’m writing the random thoughts on my mind.

Like why is the girl I had a crush on in high school always in my dreams? I haven’t even talked to her in years. My does my shoulder hurt all the time? I didn’t do anything to injure it. It just started hurting one day and hasn’t stopped.

I have a new cat whose super sweet and super annoying. I really love my new job, but I’m still adjusting to not having as much free time. And I’m kind of feeling guilty about taking a vacation when my clients have stuff going on and need my help. But I’m supposed to take vacations and clients always have stuff going on and always need help.

Life is good, really good. But I’m always depressed. I just want to sleep. No, that’s not a metaphor for suicide. I literally want to sleep all the time. I love sleep. I love dreaming. Even though half the times in my dreams I’m just filing paperwork for some reason. I think I do more paperwork in my sleep than I do at my actual job.

Random, random thoughts.

I think I’ll go to bed soon.

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